i never remember to "think" before i act. i started writing this letter to my best friend today.. "i feel lost.." where did all my newfound independence and confidence go? i better find it fast before i revert back to past habits. on a brighter note, i feel comfortable with my surroundings. (finally) i know who i trust and who i can go to. i catch myself being silly and carefree.. and it feels great. instead of going to cue (next time fiona!) i went to sandra's house and it was fun. they picked out dresses to wear for winter formal. & eyebrows ! ;)hmm we set formations today for JV large, i'm crossing my fingers things will go smoothly and practice tomorrow will be productive.
i've learned that i come off as too nice, giving people the wrong idea.. i'm not gonna change who i am but maybe i should be more aware of what's going on around me. well, peacee and love . guitar today was fun, i made my teacher proud!
xoxo cynthia
PS. i love the heels i'm wearing this saturday! :)
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