i hate decision-making. i thought about my future and i have no idea what direction i'm headed. also, after high school and college, it's just work. life seems so repetitive. i guess the little special moments add to life's excitement. i wish frustration and stupidity didn't exist. and broken hearts. my mind has a million things racing through, like what should i be doing? what am i doing wrong? or better, what am i doing right? why am i here? when do we ever know if it's worth it?
i need to try harder in school, i'm positive that i'm only living up to half my potential. the attitudes around me are starting to affect me. i find myself complaining more than i ever did. i need to rise above that.
needs wants wishes adjfkalsdjl. well, i had an ice cream cone today . and i'm learning 'happy ending' on the guitar. my teacher is hilarious. for that hour, i'm relaxed and having fun and i miss that feeling! music is so amazing. my sister is coming on sunday! i won't be the only child anymore, yay
xoxocynthia
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